http://dreamcatchersforabusedchildren.com Sun, 05 Feb 2012 02:28:53 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://dreamcatchersforabusedchildren.com/media/testimonials/comment-page-1/#comment-6498 Pamela Fike Thu, 09 Jun 2011 03:48:46 +0000 http://dreamcatchersforabusedchildren.com/?page_id=355#comment-6498 My name Is Pamela Fike, an adopted name I recieved at age 13 due to being removed from my natural parents after being brutalized for the 12 years prior. I have not only survived abuse from the hands of my own parents, but by the system, the Foster care families I was placed in, then the adopted family I was adopted by, then again by another foster family, and then again by the system. I begged, pleaded and screamed for help. I needed one person to believe me and one person to do something about it, but that never happened. As a child my father beat my older and sister every single day, sometimes more than once a day. My father also sexually molested us both embedding the sickest of memories in our minds forever. My father was more than a lunatic, and he did more than abuse us he tortured and brainwashed us into beleiving we deserved every bit of it. He threw us off this bridge close to our home in the Summer, just for sick kicks, and thats how I learned to swim. He murdered our pets, dogs, cats, and two pet rabbits a friend gave us. He ran over our rabbits with the riding lawn mower. I thought after all the things we endured then could not ever happen more than once but in life you find out very quickly all things can happpen again and again and again. We were finally removed and put in and emergency foster home where I was severely beaten by the foster Mother because I was too emotional she said. I spent the entire first 18 years of my life not knowing anything but pain, pain pain. I was then adopted at 13 by a family that would be so violently physically abusive that I tried to commit suicide to avoid the severe physical beatings and mind games. To be honest I felt in death I might find some form relief and be free. Of course I am here so I did not succeed. I have a story to tell and the story is also some other abused childs as well. I want laws fighting for the rights of all abused children. This is just a small small small taste of what I lived and surely there has to be justice somewhere in this World. God bless all children who have not and who have survived abuse. My name Is Pamela Fike, an adopted name I recieved at age 13 due to being removed from my natural parents after being brutalized for the 12 years prior. I have not only survived abuse from the hands of my own parents, but by the system, the Foster care families I was placed in, then the adopted family I was adopted by, then again by another foster family, and then again by the system. I begged, pleaded and screamed for help. I needed one person to believe me and one person to do something about it, but that never happened. As a child my father beat my older and sister every single day, sometimes more than once a day. My father also sexually molested us both embedding the sickest of memories in our minds forever. My father was more than a lunatic, and he did more than abuse us he tortured and brainwashed us into beleiving we deserved every bit of it. He threw us off this bridge close to our home in the Summer, just for sick kicks, and thats how I learned to swim. He murdered our pets, dogs, cats, and two pet rabbits a friend gave us. He ran over our rabbits with the riding lawn mower. I thought after all the things we endured then could not ever happen more than once but in life you find out very quickly all things can happpen again and again and again. We were finally removed and put in and emergency foster home where I was severely beaten by the foster Mother because I was too emotional she said. I spent the entire first 18 years of my life not knowing anything but pain, pain pain. I was then adopted at 13 by a family that would be so violently physically abusive that I tried to commit suicide to avoid the severe physical beatings and mind games. To be honest I felt in death I might find some form relief and be free. Of course I am here so I did not succeed. I have a story to tell and the story is also some other abused childs as well. I want laws fighting for the rights of all abused children. This is just a small small small taste of what I lived and surely there has to be justice somewhere in this World. God bless all children who have not and who have survived abuse.

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